i called k mart again today since it’s been an entire week since i called them before. today i called to say i was really concerned and considering looking for another job. to my surprise the woman said, “yeah, maybe that’s a good idea, and i’ll call you when we can have you come in and start training.” EHHH D: i wish this could have been mentioned in my interview!
so i guess now i have to start applying at restaurants and fast food places. i don’t really fuckin care anymore. i just need…
people who will always definitely care about me no matter what, and who actually make me feel good about myself, and who make me feel lucky:
great grandma ray
uncle jim
mish
dad
marge
abby, sara, and mim
there’s a longer list, i just haven’t met some people who are destined to be in my life yet, you see. cause good things are in store. it always happens this way… i just wish my life was more of a lazy river and less of a roller coaster. i’ve never liked roller coasters.
pretty much every…
this man:
a) is my hero
b) is my new love interest, whoever he may be (you know i love big smiles!)
c) HAS GIVEN ME INSPIRATION… mark my words I AM GETTING THIS TATTOO!
call me unoriginal, fuckers… cause maybe i am.
this, an acorn, and a dandylion. i need these tats.
it’s friday night and i’m home alone with what was once a jug of milk but now happens to be a little whiskey. i’ve been listening to music and playing guitar and singing for hours, and i’ve grown bored of it.
i want a melodica so i can have a more full sound (when layered on top of guitar of course).
once i found out i was going to be home alone for the evening i decided i would send kev a text and see if he would want to come for a visit, but he can’t. not only does he lack the funds but he…
i got another phone call from the guy from academy of art university in san fransisco. so i’m thinking i’ll do the online classes for illustration in january, and then in august maybe… move to the campus at california?!
i have a year to prepare, but i really need to do something worth while before my younger years are gone. i’ve never done anything huge, just a bunch of tiny failures. i feel i really should do it. this would be the first time in my life i made plans in advance, but i’m sure…
postsecret.com. do yourself a favor and check it out.
if i was a flower growing wild and free
all i’d want is you to be my sweet honey bee!
i got a random text from an old friend:
“Sam want ya to know I
love your little gap in the
front teeth I got one too,
but yours is super cute”
1:45 am
today i’m going to get my i.d. so i can start WORK WORK WORK baby! kevin’s taking me… interesting.
can’t wait for my “pussy red” nail polish.. hahaha i <3 my bff!
i didn’t go to the art annex today. :<
